Fallen Apart

其实，

想活在幸福里真的不容易。

听起来是非常简单，那是理所当然，

可是请问， 真正能体会到这种感觉的人有多少？

就算他人真的活在幸福中， 那也只是一段短暂的时间。

能在这时期感觉到爱和幸福可说是非常幸运。

但如果当人一直以来所感受到的只是痛苦及折磨， 那对这人有点不公平， 赞成吗？

开始时一切都很顺利， 有风得风， 有雨得雨。

年龄开始增加时， 更多预测不到的烦恼不断的来临。

烦恼有利与弊，

利包括了能使意志力更坚强， 生命也不会变得那么淡，

弊也不少， 但是最难受的还是长期的烦恼，

大概是因为当人承受着一模一样的烦恼吧。

现在也可说已经达到最难承受的阶段了，

家人时常骂架，

全部人都开始离开这个为一的家，

跑到每个方向去。

东南西都有人，

只剩下南部还没有人跑去。

所以， 读到这里的朋友们，

千万不要身在福中不知福，

珍惜每一刻幸福开心的日子。

何当共剪西窗烛， 却话巴山夜雨时，

或者，

悄悄的我走了， 正如我悄悄的来， 我挥一挥衣袖， 不带走一片云彩？

Look At The World

Currently addicted to songs written by John Rutter...

Although his songs are catogerized under Christian hymns, but I must say that the song's beautiful lyrics and melody are able to capture even the heart of a non-believer/free thinker like me =p

To top that up, I found that some of the songs are somehow related to Mother Nature (such as For The Beauty Of The Earth), which should be played in places like shopping mall last week for Earth Day!

Love it!! XD

Funny Crapp Does Happen =p

Yeap! I believe things happen for a reason, but sometimes they too, happen to brighten up so many people's day =p

For example, the day before yesterday, an accident happened on my sis, and yet it's a hilarious one!
If I'm not mistaken, she was in her uni helping out her friends for their piano graduation recital..
So, a friend needed her help in pushing the Boston Grand Piano across the hall..
Guess what, the grand piano went over her last two toes!!
She felt sharp pain and wept on the spot instantly XD
This can be illustrated by imagining the total weight of 8 Chong ShengS crushing on my body,
instead of weeping, i will die instantly.

So, she came back and told us about the story..
As usual, my dad started nagging her, saying, "u better take care of your upper and lower limbs, or else u don't have to teach or play the piano in the future anymore."
LOL me and my brother couldn't stop laughing =p

This afternoon, i accompanied her to Assunta Hospital to check if there were any bone fractures in her last two toes..
We approached the reception counter, and the receptionist asked the usual question again (i.e. what happened?)
Right when my sister told him about the incident, the receptionist replied, "Err.. what?? (giggle) How could that possibly happen? (giggle) "
Me and my sister giggled too, because he showed us a rather hilarious facial expression=p
Even the doctor couldn't resist and started giggling =p

The receptionist and doctor's expression XD (=.=)

Did X-Ray and luckily everything was normal..
no bone fracture = no nagging =p

Another incident told by my eldest sister made me laugh till i had stomach cramp =p
A foreign guy tried to commit suicide but he failed..
So, he was in unconscious condition and was immediately sent to the hospital where my sister worked..
By the time he was awake, the doctors asked a few questions just to clarify that they know where they are and so on....

Doctors : Encik, Kamu tahu kamu sekarang berada di mana tak??
Foreign guy : Di syurga!

Sounds awesome working in a hospital!! =p

Coming Soon!

Oh no! Today's post has absolutely nothing to do with the horror Thai movie...

The trailer for this movie really did freak me out when I first saw it..
But after watching it for free on last week at night, it was nothing compared to Ju-On!!
And the weirdest thing that happened on the day i watched that movie was my brother had finished downloading it =.=
But still, the quality is not as good as the one shown in the cinemas =p
Truth be told, I feel like singing all of a sudden..
Not solo but singing in a choir group...
Not on normal day but Christmas Day ( you must be thinking I'm mad because Christmas was 4 months ago and 8 months away!)
It goes back all the way to year 2007 month December, when I first experienced singing in a choir group for the upcoming Christmas Day.
Singing in Starhill was indeed very fun..
Meeting new people in the choir group was even better.. (owh yea, I was the youngest in the choir group XD)
After we were done singing in Starhill on Christmas Eve, we walked around KL while waiting for Christmas Day to come..
Once the clock struck 12, we sprayed each other with the spraying can we had bought and even made strangers our spraying victim! =p

The best part would be after all the fun, we searched for a spot at a crowded street where it can fit around 20 singers and started singing Christmas hymns for all the passersby!
Everyone in the choir group is a professional (well, not me but I considered myself as one =p) because they had been practicing under an experienced teacher for years. That's why they separated themselves into soprano, alto, tenor and bass range and sang with all their hearts out! (fyi, I'm singing under bass range =p)

The name of the choir group is " The Dithyrambic Singers", won numerous awards in choir competition and is the top choir group in this country!

Our voices were so good until we caught an ang moh's attention, so he took out his videocam and started recording everything that we had sung!
Actually there was also another member in the group whose responsibility was to record down what we were doing for that night..
Too bad, i didn't manage to find that video in youtube or has it been removed? I don't know...

Really do hope that Christmas is just around the corner so that I can continue singing Christmas hymns without getting lambasted from other people =p
In fact, I tried singing it to Jerrard and a teacher in SMKTS on the month of March..
Guess what they did, they gave me those stunning look, stared at me for quite some time and said, "are u ok ar zhuo li??"
LOL, I'm cool.. I do whatever that i feel like doing and I prefer being myself at all times =pp


Anyhow, CHRISTMAS IS COMING SOON!! XD

Music & Life

Music really does play an important part in my life...

A person will surely live a boring and dull life if music does not exist...
Of course, sometimes you have to find suitable genre of music to suit different kind of moods and conditions..
Of all genre of musics, i still find classical musics the best...
Well, to me, classical musics calm me down.

Mr. Mozart =p

Nonetheless, I do listen to rock musics at times...
Basically just to follow the trend or else I'll be looked down by others for being a sakai that lives at my own world =p
Tell the truth, music also keeps reminding me of what I've been through all this while..
For example, when i listen to a song that I'm very much addicted to at that moment, and I've made new friends at the same time, my mind will wander back to the time when i 1st met & how I've met them and will nevertheless appreciate them even more whenever that particular song plays in my head..

The song "Fuck It" by Eamon remind me of the picture as shown above XD
Man I just miss this bunch of "kakis"....

Failure

just got back from ipoh and i bet those who are reading this right now will leave a message in the chatbox saying,

"WTF?? u went back to ipoh again?? for what wei?? everyday ipoh ipoh"
:) well..this time i went back to ipoh for a reason...and it's a rather ridiculous one..
to celebrate my sister's birthday :p
since she can't stop complaining about working in hospital sucks and tiring...
so me and my mum were forced to drive back to ipoh...
we had done nothing much on her birthday except eat, eat and eat....

another reason was to visit my grandpa...
he hasn't been feeling well lately...
most probably because both of his kidneys are not functioning anymore....
and he refused to undergo dialysis...
and the most shocking news was his kidneys had spoilt about 2 weeks ago...
more and more toxic are accumulating inside his body now....
that's my sister on the left and grandpa on the right :)
guess soon he will have no choice but to do it since a person can die terribly of kidney failure...
plus it's not cheap doing it...
has to pay a total of 2000 bucks per month and at least 3 times per week...
each session 4 hours....
that really sucks..

something worth celebrating was that my 1st time driving at a speed of 130km/h in highway :p
was planning to accelerate up to 140km/h but my mum just couldn't stop nagging me :(
anyway going at a speed of 140 sounds rather impossible using my car...
my old yet vintage car (according to jun hsien and steph)
no...this is not my car.... mine looks much better than this :p
by the way, why risk your life driving at such high speed using such old car...
anything might happen though..
sure hope this will not happen to me v(^^)v

Millionaire Anyone?

So yea... people have been calling me lifeless for so such a long period of time already....
and I'm seriously getting so tired of that word...
but still it doesn't affect me much in any way =p

last weekends, me and jun hsien went to a talk about "how to become a millionaire" held in Taylor's....
the speaker is actually a multi-millionaire that goes by the name Milan Doshi.

he looks like mr. amarasinggam ain't he?? LOL

his talk was rather boring (no offence :p ) but the activities conducted by him were just simply awesome...
teamwork is a must in achieving the goal of the activities...
i enjoyed mostly all of the activities...
and nonetheless i enjoyed working around with my teammate....
everyone was open-minded and they can really socialize with the outsiders (like me) =)
of course.. i got to know some of jun hsien's ADP friend too....
for example, Marcus, Lucas, Dorothy, Natasha, Ming Feng, Kar Yan, Khai Jack, Claire and a few more which i can't really remember their name =p

haha...so that's about it...
just that for now i do not have any pictures with me to be uploaded....
guess i'll post up the pictures here when i get the photos from jun =)
and jun is right...ADP people are cool =p

i need a camera phone =(
it's really torturing me to not have one...
so many things cannot be done without one...
sigh....